Friday, September 4, 2009 @ 5:21 PM
Haiizz...Feel like talking to you...
but i dunno how to start it first...
i am so afraid if i talk to you...
you will not care me and just walk away
i want to be like last time...the time
we r together...the fun, the joy , the
laughter...how i miss all this...
Why? i seriously dunno why u suddenly
dont want to talk to me...did i do anything
wrong?
Can u tell me? u know i always wanted to talk
you but i have no courage...i seriously wanted
to speak to you...haiiz...always see ur frens
wif u ...i evny them...to be able to talk with
you and stay beside you...i want to care for u too
and ask whats happening to you...i want to joke wif u too...
like we last time did...while i take care of u like
last time i did...really...i hope u can speak
to me first as i am the timid kind...if u at least say one
word first...i will be veri elated...Haiiz...realli wanna
to patch wif u...can u tell me wat wrong did i do? i wanted
to care for u and love just like last time i did...i hate it
when i go pass u without saying anything... i hate myself
for not having the courage...everything i do is only ...indirectly
talking to you...when i indirectly talking to you...i felt so happy
as you still bit talk to me...so i realli hope u can be BEST
Friend wif me... Seriously...can? i wanna laugh with u , joke with
you, listen to what u want to say to me, care for u , go out with
you,take pictures together...tis is all i asked for only...just want
you to be my Bestest fren..again...
i am sorry if i said some bad things last time or wat...i just
hope both of us can forget about the past and begin a new road
of frenship..
i rmb there was a time u are crying..i wanted to get a tissue to
pass to you .. but i was too timid to do...i hated myself and regretted
tat time y i dint juz giv u the tissue...haiiz...realli want a new
friendship wif u and throw all the past into the sea and never find it
again